I want to be left alone, I need someone to talk to. I want to read, I want to watch, I want to sleep, I can't sleep. My nerves are on a knife-edge, that's about the only uncontradicted statement I could make about now. I don't feel very well today. I'm not sure what to do about it.
Perhaps if I simply chained myself to my desk with a pot of tea I could get something useful done despite these restless feelings. But I'm torn between feeling I should do something and not feeling like doing anything at all. I suspect that if I did write anything it would come out rather bad.
I made dinner for my grandma and myself. Nothing fancy, just simple pain fried chicken with sides of potato salad and stir-fry vegetables. I had been looking in a cookbook earlier for something to do with the chicken breasts that would be nice, but nothing jumped out at me as both appealing and easy to do.
I would like to relax with a beer now, but that's the surest sign I know of that I should not have one. Deeply annoying.
Perhaps if I simply chained myself to my desk with a pot of tea I could get something useful done despite these restless feelings. But I'm torn between feeling I should do something and not feeling like doing anything at all. I suspect that if I did write anything it would come out rather bad.
I made dinner for my grandma and myself. Nothing fancy, just simple pain fried chicken with sides of potato salad and stir-fry vegetables. I had been looking in a cookbook earlier for something to do with the chicken breasts that would be nice, but nothing jumped out at me as both appealing and easy to do.
I would like to relax with a beer now, but that's the surest sign I know of that I should not have one. Deeply annoying.
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