Just Another Day

[mishalak]

I am having trouble with motivation as of late. It has been harder than usual to screw my resolve to the sticking point. I want a lot of different things. To have a decently clean apartment, friends (actual ones, not just electronic pen-pals), and some measure of progress towards long term goals. I suppose it is just a matter of breaking the problem down and getting started. But even that is hard because I am lonely (and needy) and doing a job when no one else is watching or cares is a very hard thing.